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People who don't know me don't know the pain that I have to carry around on a daily basis and those that do know me think that I am handling it quite well. The reality of my hurt is that I choose to get up because even though you left us I still have be there for your brother and my mother.
The day you left me, you left me in confusion and disbelief. Many days I just sit in silence waiting to hear your voice or see you walk up to me with that gorgeous smile. I try extremely hard to keep a smile on my face, but deep inside I am so hurt. I often want to be in a place with no distractions...just me and my thoughts. I know that you are really here with me in spirit, but missing your physical form is the toughest thing to do.
I know that I am not the only one who is hurt with your departure from this world, I just pray that I find the peace that I need to make it until it is my turn to be on my journey home. I will continue to miss you and hold on deeply to the memories that we shared for so many years. Momma loves you forever.
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